::: post-protestant thoughts :::

i am still here . . . i am not physically able to do much more than get off of the couch or out of bed for an occasional drink or getting rid of the one i had just a little earlier . . . my myasthenia gravis is really aggravated i have had this for about 5 years but nothing like this . . . i go back to mercy hospital thursday . . . i am concerned about going back . . . the last time not fun . . . i was on the verge of passing out, and nauseas, and this clammy sweat like hot flash all at the same time . . .

i am extremely weak . . . i no longer sit up at the computer and even occasionally blog . . . my sleeping habits are utterly whacked out too . . . if i stay up till say 4am i wake up at around 9am . . . if i go to sleep at around 11pm i wake up at 3am . . . thus the early morning post today . . . i'm trying to ‘just go with the currents’ . . . but know that i'm not doing that well at it i'm still fighting everything that's not going my way . . .

peace :::

# posted by david : 2/02/2005 02:45:00 AM